Yeah, I'm still alive. The only reason of why I had neglected my journal for a long time is just because I was too lazy to update this.  To sum it, I work on a software house now (since last year, about 2 months after I graduated). That's for now, I still don't know what to put in here.

And then, let's move to the next part of my rambling. Pandora Hearts!
Yeah, I've become one of Pandora Hearts fans. My number one fav char there is Xerxes Break, the white haired guy with one eye. When I first saw him I couldn't help but think of Fai from TRC. They have few similiarities, such as all-smiley-and-easy-going-like, also their slender appearance with shoulder-length hair. But as the story continues, you will know for sure that Break is such an unique character, creepy and adorable at the same time.

The last chapter (42) makes me really sad for what had happened to Break. At first reading, it's seems like a heart-warming chapter. Break has woken up and seems fine, not like what we the fans feared out. They even gathered in his room and made a small party there. But yeah, you could sense that there's something off with him, eventhough he act as usual.  When Liam revealed it after the other's out and it's only him and Break in the room, the scene really break my heart. Break's smile is so...

At the second read, the chapter became more heart-breaking because we already  know what's wrong with him. He lost his sight! Yet he act like there's nothing wrong with him to keep it secret from the others. I'm glad that at least two people notice that there's something wrong with him. Jun Mochizuki, please stop torturing Break! He already has enough burden! DX

Tags: break, pandora hearts, rant, xerxes break
Current Mood: drained

Tags: graduation day
Current Mood: calm

Well, finally I'm back to my home...uh my lovely bed, I miss you so much *beginning of insanity, he he*.
We, the senior, stayed on the the cottages there, while the new students stayed on the camp. Our cottages consisted of 8 people, which were I and my 7 friends, all girls. We have so many funny experiences while there, especially the bathroom scandals and the ghost story! lol. 

First bathroom scandal, happened at first day, it was dark already when one of our friend, a boy, come to our cottage to use our bathroom for bathing since the other bathrooms were full with the new students. Our other male friend came after that while he was still in the bathroom. That's where the hilarity began. We told the one in the bathroom that we will leave and he must lock the cottage after he finish bathing. He said okay. We then switch off all the lamps in our cottage and he screamed to us. One of our friends, the boy one, then suddenly took his handphone and took a photo from a small window on top of the door, using blitz! He then shouted to us "Bluetooth! Bluetooth!" Actually we can't see anything in the photo since it was dark, but we liked to make fun of our victim, like "Ha ha ha, so small!" and "It's only big when we zoom it." We were laughing so hard until our stomachs hurt.

Second bathroom scandal, hapenned at second day, 3 boys comes to our cottage in the morning to use the bathroom, like the previous day. They used the bathroom one people each time. So, while waiting for the first to finish bathing, we talk and joked with the the other two, until it became a pillow fight! The girls united to attack the boy, while the boy united to counter us. But, 8 vs 2, of course the victory is in our side, until one of the boys accidentally tripped and hit the bathroom door. The door suddenly opened, and we, the girls, running before the door fully opened! lol After our second victim finished bathing, we asked him, "How was your feeling?" and he answered, "Shocked." lol.

Now the ghost story, happened on the night. The new students must follow a session. Since it was for new students, the senior could pass it. I and my 3 friends sat on the beach, just talking and joking. Then one of my friends started to play as a dj who took song requests. We talked like when we talk over the telephone. First request, nothing weird happened. Second request, something weird happened. My friend who acted as the dj asked for the next request. When my one of my friend said "Hello" we heard another voice said it together. We the looked at each other and asked, "Who's voice is that?" Nobody knows. Realization came to us, and we ran from that place! Anyway, this place was known since last year for the spookiness, because last year we also held the inauguration in that place.

On the last day, we made Night Screaming, one of our faculty traditions in every inauguration. The new students must walk through the route which we gave. Just guess the fun, too many to told! XD

Well, it was our last inauguration together since we already finished study this year and now just waited for the graduation on September. When I remember this, somehow it made me kinda sad...  

Tags: bathroom scandals, ghost story, inauguration
Current Mood: cheerful

It's been a long time since I last updated my journal. No reason, just my laziness -_-;; Well, now I had finished my study with a really good score (cum laude, yay! XD). My thesis presentation was good in general, even though my game application still have one or two unfixed errors. Now I have a lot of free time, my activity lately just taking TOEFL course (and just finished it yesterday) and walking with my friends and family. I had a lot of fun with my friends last week. ^^ If it works well, I and one of my friends will take my master degree this year. Some of my friends asked me if it does not too fast; why not try to find a job first. Well, actually I'm still hesitate, study or work first? This week, starting from Thursday until Sunday, I will go to inauguration with my friends! XD Uh oh, what should I pack? Let's see, t-shirts, pants, jacket, flash light, snacks, instant foods...well I will think the rest later.

Tags: continue study, finished study, inauguration, rants, work
Current Mood: happy

Just wanna rant about my final project thesis since I’m kinda stressed right now…

Finally I finished Chapter 4 on last week. That Use Case Diagram, Activity Diagram, Sequence Diagram and all of the other diagrams was just irritating me. I’m glad now I’ve finished them. Now, Chapter 5: Implementation. I’ve just started to make the 3D objects for the 3 stages and the 2 main characters last week. And I was just started to coding on last Monday, crazy ne?^^;; Up until now, I’ve just finished the coding for make objects showed randomly and to move the boat on stage 1, also attached the camera to the boat so it will always displaying the boat and the surroundings close up. I made the boat to looks moving along the river flow and player could only control the boat to turn left or right. It so difficult to coding for the movement control!! I hate the vectors, it was the most troublesome!! When the vector coding on Director resulted a wrong output, I must check my objects on 3Ds Max and try the different approach. Gladly, I've succeed to fix that problem and understand the big mistake: THE VECTOR ON 3DS MAX IS DIFFERENT WITH THE VECTOR ON DIRECTOR!!! STUPID X, Y, Z!! *take a deep breath and try to calming myself ///*   

Now, stage 2. I think since I’ve fixed the problem in stage 1, the character movement control in stage 2 won’t be a big problem. But who knows, I need to make a jump movement and also an attack movement for my character. -_-

Well, my friends will come tomorrow. The one just want to scan a book about AI, the other want me to look at her PHP coding for some mistakes. I guess I will rest for today before I fry my brain and hurt my eyes.…I really need vitamins…or energy drink…

Tags: 3d game project, coding, final project
Current Location: in front of my laptop
Current Mood: stressed

Uhm, yesterday I got involved in a discussion about Death Note with my friends on the college. I just asked them if they’ve read the Death Note’s novel which titled Death Note: Another Note, and then we got dragged into a thick discussion! It’s fun to know that a lot of my friends also fans of Death Note XD. And one of them, a girl, claimed that she is a big fan of L, and I told her that we’re the same. XD

I also know that my sister’s friends also fans of Death Note. Maybe the booming of Death Note fans around us lately because of the manga already published in our country. It was fun to followed how my sister’s friends changing. At first they said that they like Light, since he is handsome and cool, when L is weird. But then they changed! After the volume 3 published they started to say that they are more like L now. I just felt pity for them, the manga now already volume 6, one more volume to...uh....Well, I told my sister to keep silent about what happened to L in volume 7. I want to know their reaction when they read that, I’m a sadistic, ne? ^^;;

 

Tags: death note, l
Current Location: in front of my laptop
Current Mood: cheerful

 

Okay, let’s to the point. Lately I’m trying to find some freelance/ part time online jobs. Well, I just want to have my own income and become independent. We couldn’t latch on our parents forever, right?^^

 

During my searching effort, I discovered a lot of them! Starting from the hardest to the easiest ones. And, oh well, the payment mostly via Paypal, so I will need to make a Paypal account if I want to try them.

 

I’ve discovered a great site too, getafreelancer.com. 

They have million jobs for my field.  I’ve tried to bid some works like web designer, illustrator, and data entry from getafreelancer.com at low price since I’m still a newbie (self acknowledge^^;;). Well, I’m still new on this field (and still a student too), but I want to give it a try^^! I’m frozenblue there, in case you want to hire me, ahem (self promotion! XD).

Tags: getafreelancer, job, online job, work, work at home
Current Location: in front of my lovely laptop
Current Mood: awake

I’m back, my LJ! 

Hyuu, I know that I abandoned this journal too long. Not that my laziness overcome me again, but it was because I was too busy with my projects last semester (2 medium project and 1 big project, which got A, A and B. Yay or ugh?). And then I spent my Christmas and New Year holiday with Death Note stuff. I watched the movies first, then read the manga, and then watched the anime. I most like the manga, the movie is like the short version with a lot of changes of it. The manga’s storyline is far better than the movie! I like the anime too, since it follows the manga’s storyline 99.99% with just some little changes. The added scene in episode 25, it was so beautiful and makes L’s death become even more dramatic. I was shocked when I read the manga because L die too fast after he almost completing the Kira’s case, not like the movie where he died after finished the case. And the episode 25 just hurt me more. I am mad at Light for this; he killed my most favorite character!

Speaking of L as my most favorite character now, I tried to copy his weird attitudes. It was easy since I already have some of them ^^;;. First, I don’t mind my appearance, what I wear when I go out. What I care is the comfort, that’s why I like to wear just t-shirt and short pants, except when I go to college of course. Second, I also have sweet tooth (I even ate 3 donuts this afternoon and drank one bottle of 600ml tea (sweet of course). Third, I also spent almost all of my time in front of computer every day. So, the rest that I still could try to copy is his way of sit and touch things (let’s skip his way of walk), since I couldn’t copy his genius brain. The result of my effort: 1. I’ve tried to touch things delicately, but I almost ruin some things in the process because they almost slipped from my hands, so let’s skip it please^^,, 2. I’ve tried his way of sit. At first I just like to test it, once, twice, but now it already become a nature *_*! I must try to throw away this...

And, cough, I already read some of Death Note djs. I most like God Eye; it was the prettiest doujinshi that I’ve ever read. The story hit my in the most right part! The interaction between Light and L with the setting after the end of manga there really heart wrenching. How Light, that became shinigami after death, found out that L still alive and lost all of his memories as the number 1 detective in the world after about 4 years, and was living in a hospital, helped the doctors translate a lot of multilingual book that were hard to understand. How both of them got to know that L was saved from the death note because Watari adopted him, so his name was added with Watari’s. How L reacted after he regained his memories and acknowledged Light as his top suspect of Kira, the one that made him become like that. How Light sacrifice his life to prevent L from his death fate. To this point, it hurts! On the next chapter, what hit me is when L visited Wammy House, the orphanage where he raised, and met with the little boy that really looks like Light. How he called the boy Light-kun, and the boy looked at him with innocent eyes (and yes, the boy is really Light, the king of shinigami liked him so he returned him to life!). How he decided to take care of the boy. How he told the boy to call him Ryuuzaki. It’s the name that he used in the Kira’s case, the name that used by Light to call him. To this point, it gave me the hurt and warm feeling at the same time! OMG, its sooo pretty!

And this is the last thing that I want to type here for now. I spent my last three weeks taking course of 3DSMax and Director from some great seniors. The course was finished yesterday, hyuuh. It was for my final project, I want to make a 3D adventure game, he he. It’s a big project that I myself not sure that I could finish it on time -_-;; Well, I hope I could.... So, for this reason maybe I will rarely online until July. OMG, I almost finish! I’m still 21 years old (well, 22 this year), I dunno what to do after I graduate, continue study or just find a job?

 

 

 

Tags: 3d game project, death note, l, light, projects
Current Mood: awake

My class got assignment: free web project. Actually it was since 3 weeks ago, but I just made it in the last 6 days because of these 2 things:
1. I didn't have any idea at first
2. I was stuck on watching Naruto XDD

Then last week I go to KF comm and realized that it looks like fairy tales become a popular theme there. So then I've got an idea to make this H.C. Andersen site since he was the most popular fairy tale author that I know and I also like his fairy tales when I was still a little kid. And crazy me, I decided to make all the images myself than to take from another sites! So then, I spent a lot time drawing and coloring the images with Photoshop and just spent 2 days to design the site itself XP. The images didn't as detailed as my usual style since I made them in hurry, but hey, I have fun drawing all the fairy tales images XD. I'm personally like my drawing result for 'The Angel', 'Tiny Little or Thumbelina', and 'The Ugly Duckling'. I'm glad that I have graphic tablet now, it really makes my job easier! 

My teacher said he would check our sites at 0:00 a.m., which is 4 hours 30 minutes ago, uh. 

Tags: fairy tales, h.c. andersen, my site
Current Location: my bedroom
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Slide-Goo Goo Dolls

Hyaa! Finally I’ve got a new graphic tablet!

Actually I bought this for my game project with my friend for make my job easier, since I will become the designer and illustrator (and the main programmer!). Hopefully our teacher will agree with our project, because if not then we will need to find another topic, ugh. But, even if the game project rejected by our teacher I still could make a good use of this graphic tablet, right ^^?

Okay, I need to practice using this graphic tablet. So, these are two sketches that I did with my new graphic tablet.

Tags: kurofay, new graphic tablet, sketches, suikoden v
Current Mood: happy